回来鲁~

竟然有人会找到这里。。。

扎到一点点~

刚要写就找到来了。。

幸好~哈哈！

终于明白了当初熊猫说的，

不怕地方的距离，只怕心的距离

这句话了

那种坐一起，却十分想离开的感觉

算了吧

别纠缠下去了

就让它去吧

时间不对，感觉不对，之间最大的只有代沟

别浪费时间了，早晨先生

换个焦点（好象播新闻，XD）

有时真的不懂怎样说我的手

手啊手~

敏感这回事你就交给心去做嘛~

做么又感埋一份沃~

我不想再好象当年将咯~

很复杂哒~

明知我是头脑简单四肢也不发达的拉~

又将复杂，会打结的喂~

乱乱来~

哎呀，总之现在谁也不想，谁也不爱，

就在111111的时候找个一天男友呗！

牵牵手，看看戏，够了。

甜蜜一天，放松一天，不去想。

多么的好啊~

沈君咛敏感双手出售哇~

谁愿意牵一天哇~

谈一天恋爱哇~

我不是沈佳宜，我是沈君咛，

我不需要六个男生一起来追，

我也不需要等到结婚才后悔，

我更不在意你幼稚或成熟~

我只需要一个我生命中的柯腾，

和我演一场，

那一天，我们恋爱过的十一月十一。

君咛上~

SETTLE

Just finish settling the video homework given by celine. Not yet finish somemore.. >.<

Jump building lo....

tired boom...

Tomorrow don't feel like going so early tim...

XP

* i noe im lazy.. XP*

Settle.

Not only the video.

Today...

Although eyes already 3/4 closed.

I still wanna talk about settle.

XD

Just now saw him online again.

Haiz.

Still can't stop that didn't you?

Hope that the someone can really give me a BIG BIG surprise.

So that he can help me forget him.

Rabbit baby told me, he's not worth.

I know a...

But till now, nothing is more worth than the not worth to me....

I'm still that stupid.

I still cannot pull myself out that fake dream he gave me.

The photo in my purse, The paper swans on my table, The necklace near my keyboard, The little messages fold ...

Not pain now

just...

stuck.

Blocking everything in.

I wonder how is he?

I wonder how he think about me now?

I wonder whether he even think about me?

I wonder..

i Wonder..

From losing contact till now, Almost 3,4 months d.

Still cannot let down.

What the hell am i doing?

Please.

Lord.

Now i at least have the courage to pray that,

you can arrange him to simply hold his new gf or something and greet me.

That's enough.

That really do.

Let the blockage pump down forcefully.

Scars, wound i don't care.

I just want it to SETTLE.

Another settlement.

Rabbit baby.

Aiks. That poor little girl.

Stuck between 2 guys also.

I regret that i actually push her to make the decision so fast.

She just cannot analyse her feelings between these two.

Settle down girl.

Settle down with what you have.

Settle down and feel your heart.

Settle down and settle everything.

This is what I can help.

=)

(* i noe i didn't have much authority to say tat... im a freak that cant settle aso.. XP*)

Going to 3 days 2 night trip this weekend. Staying over in Celine's place tomorrow.

I wonder how is it.

But dunno why, I just feel uneasy to sleep there.

Can't sleep the whole night.

I wonder how can I tahan...

Sleep sofa instead I think. XP

Will post up all those travel blog after this weekend. Hees..

Gotta rush all local 1 before posting up my Taiwan adventure... ^^

Life is like getting busier!!

But I actually enjoy it!

Except not really having a nice holiday...

T^T

Earn money is like that ge la...

NASIB.

XD

Little message to Mr. Morning:

Don't let me down a...

Please don't let me back to him.

The dream disaster.

Please....

Take me away from it.

As long as you sound it out.

I follow you.

XP

Okay. It's 3.30am. ya. AM. so my eyes already like 9/10 closed d. I hope i can still go upstairs and brush. XD.

Nights world.

Nights.

Oyasumi.

*send a goodnight messgae to him n mr. morning. XP.*

** don't scold me la.. playful + risky + dont-scare-die is like that ge la.. XP**

TATA!

PEACE OUTO~

Final exam wo..

Oops! Final d wo..

I'm still here....

Crappin'...

XD

Can't help man, I really don't know study what...

11 years, never study for exam..

Now suddenly want me study..

Shy ge ma..

XD

But I will go all out for my 4.0!!!

They say 1st sem is the easiest sem to get it o...

So..

If I can't...

TERUK lo...

HAIZ>

[ Someone told me, we'll reach 4.0 together. He in his STPM, Me in my foundation year. But I guess, he forgot about it, and by the way, he got a new motivator for his studies also.. So Nikki Sim.. Get lost la~]

While writting my blog, I suddenly thought of something I can study while waiting [Dear Ryan, can you do epic meal time] buffering. XD

so...

TATA!

IRONIC

Cant believe in such a short time, I'm replaced.

Or maybe it isn't that short.

Just that I'm the one that been holding it so long.

Funny.

This time.

Ya.

I should let go d.

He wont even care a shit.

I understand d

DENG.

I should cry.

I really should.

Come out la tears.

Come out!!!!

Now I know, what's the meaning of her advice.

Before that, i thought, Let me Love with all I can, so when even hurt, it will hurt thoroughly. And thats all. no more.

Now i realize that, he stabbed me, but never thought of taking the knife out.

Is it so fun watching the blood flowing out?

I'll let you know what's fun.
I'll let you know, how u destroy someone's life.

Enjoy your life with your new one.

And me, the old one, will let you see how life can or cannot be destroy.

影评－－［兔侠传奇］

姜姜姜姜！！

推荐这部可爱动画片－－兔侠传奇！

之前星期四和干捞面去看了这部可爱的戏

本来是选无可选才选这个的，可是，很高兴得，没让我们失望！

这套戏也蛮正能量的

来看看角色吧！

兔二：是主角兔子哦！是一个肥到眼耳口鼻都缩在中间的肥兔！兔二是一只呆呆的炸糕师傅，然后遇到了猴子师傅，所以就被托付一个很重大的任务拉！它可是一只很守信的笨兔呢！同时，也很守原则，到最后，他仍然坚持。。。做炸糕！！！哈哈～（炸糕看起来好好吃噢～）

牡丹：猴子师傅的女儿，被兔儿误为鲁班的猫女孩！（对。是猫。对。他爸是猴子。ＸＤ）是个很有个性的女强猫呢！

熊天霸：一只白色却画到自己像熊猫的狗熊。哈哈！一出场以为它是熊猫呢～是一个爱面子爱权力的肉食狗熊！XP 很大很大一只，害死了可怜的猴子师傅。臭熊！

两米：一只很可爱的小配角，以为自己很厉害将。。哈哈！一开始还以为它是兔二小时后呢~ 很机灵的哦！[可是有时机灵过头拉~哈哈！]

强经典句子：

两米（对熊天霸讲）：谋位都算了！还要整容！

猪厨师（对手下讲）：做咩你地全部蠢到只猪甘嘎！

=）超爱咯

很人性的一个卡通

熊天霸不就是那些因为对自己没信心而要借着别人的痛苦来稳固自己的那种可悲的懦夫吗？

那只猪。。其实我们也不就是酱~总是没有在骂别人前看看自己，结果就丢大脸咯~~

所以就爱这个故事呀~

强推荐，如果还没看，就快去看吧！

* 见人见志咯，不爱看卡通的，喜爱度会减半哒~*

**不过不要看小香港中国出产的动画哦！不输外国的！**

***其实对这套戏有个疑点。。。。做么整套戏的kelefe都是牛的？做牛做马，也要有个马嘛~***

影评－－［初恋这件小事］

刚刚看完［初恋这件小事］这套戏！

其实知道了很久的呐。。只是一直没有时间去下载，也找不到来下载～

可是终于被我看完咯！！

超正！！！！！

还骗了我不少眼泪呢～～

这是一个丑小鸭变天鹅的一个故事。

丑小鸭，拿了爱当动力，勇敢地让自己的所有都优越起来，让王子注意他

超正能量的！！

同时，这也是一个让人心酸的故事

他们不断的，不断地错过对方

错过了告白的勇气

错过了爱的坦诚

错过了相爱的机会

丑小鸭一直都以为自己高攀不起王子

王子却处处举不起勇气

超心疼呀！

最心疼的是

女主角看到男主角衣服上，有她最敬爱的学姐向男主角告白的流言。。。

男主角翻看一本充满了女主角样子的照片

真的第一次为一套戏哭那么久

连续ｎｏｎ　ｓｔｏｐ那种

痛咯

戏后言

其实，我们会不会有这种错过呢？

其实，在我心中，你还是原来对我好的你

可是，在你心中，我，是怎样的呢？

这种错过，会不会发生在我们身上呢？

我希望会

因为这证明着

你也曾经

对我付出和我一样的感情

就把他当是吧

让你在我心中

留下完美的影响

好不好？？＝）

初恋这件小事，赞！

心，对不起

心啊。。

对不起啊。。

我又跑去按他的profile了。。

对不起啊。。

之前都没有事的嘛~

所以我用inductive generalization了咯~

就只是这句，已经足够把我打进谷底了。。

人家说16岁是恋情最深刻的时候，只可惜...在你16岁的时候，我不在你身边。
>.<

不用想多多，他不是在讲我。。。瓜

应该不用瓜。

根本就不是。

虽然我16岁的确不在他身边拉~

是说给他前女友听得吧？

心啊。。

你看我几笨

明明说要放弃了

但却从来不能忍受他的一封信息带来的刺激。

明明说不管了

但却不能控制去关心所有可以关心他的机会

明明说不想了

但却不能按下删除那个键

对不起啊

我已经很努力了

真的很努力了

可以做得我都做了

是真的

很想说出如果没遇见他那有多好的事

可是我做不出

遇到他，曾经是我这世上最美好的事

使我觉得自己最被宠的一段时间

是我觉得

这个男人，能被托付的时候。

不要这样好吗？

清醒吧

人家没有想过和你有任何的交接阿

你和他只不过是不小心碰到的两条斜线而已

就像〈一样

碰到过后

就会越离越远

不会再有交接的时候了

就给自己一段时间吧

再等待那突而期来的放弃念头

那时就开始慢慢删除了

可是

部落各绝对不会删除

我要让我自己

或以后爱我的人

看看我曾经那么爱的一个人

就让他当一个隐形挂名董事吧

占个位子就好

我觉得，还是可以找到

我心里的董事长的

=）

{ 不是因为寂寞才想你，只是因为想你才寂寞 }

臭鸡蛋，让我emo了一下。吃苹果去

p.s: 现在才知道[那些年我们一起追过的女孩] 这套戏的英文名叫 [You're the apple in my eye]
p.p.s: 就等那天，发出那封信息吧。我觉得。应该足以启动‘失望放弃不再想’仪器。 加油吧！