Thursday, September 15, 2011

SETTLE

Just finish settling the video homework given by celine. Not yet finish somemore.. >.<
Jump building lo....
tired boom...
Tomorrow don't feel like going so early tim...
XP
* i noe im lazy.. XP*

Settle.
Not only the video.
Today...
Although eyes already 3/4 closed.
I still wanna talk about settle.
XD

Just now saw him online again.
Haiz.
Still can't stop that didn't you?
Hope that the someone can really give me a BIG BIG surprise.
So that he can help me forget him.
Rabbit baby told me, he's not worth.
I know a...
But till now, nothing is more worth than the not worth to me....
I'm still that stupid.
I still cannot pull myself out that fake dream he gave me.
The photo in my purse, The paper swans on my table, The necklace near my keyboard, The little messages fold ...
Not pain now
just...
stuck.
Blocking everything in.
I wonder how is he?
I wonder how he think about me now?
I wonder whether he even think about me?
I wonder..
i Wonder..
From losing contact till now, Almost 3,4 months d.
Still cannot let down.
What the hell am i doing?
Please.
Lord.
Now i at least have the courage to pray that,
you can arrange him to simply hold his new gf or something and greet me.
That's enough.
That really do.
Let the blockage pump down forcefully.
Scars, wound i don't care.
I just want it to SETTLE.

Another settlement.
Rabbit baby.
Aiks. That poor little girl.
Stuck between 2 guys also.
I regret that i actually push her to make the decision so fast.
She just cannot analyse her feelings between these two.
Settle down girl.
Settle down with what you have.
Settle down and feel your heart.
Settle down and settle everything.
This is what I can help.
=)
(* i noe i didn't have much authority to say tat... im a freak that cant settle aso.. XP*)

Going to 3 days 2 night trip this weekend. Staying over in Celine's place tomorrow.
I wonder how is it.
But dunno why, I just feel uneasy to sleep there.
Can't sleep the whole night.
I wonder how can I tahan...
Sleep sofa instead I think. XP
Will post up all those travel blog after this weekend. Hees..
Gotta rush all local 1 before posting up my Taiwan adventure... ^^
Life is like getting busier!!
But I actually enjoy it!
Except not really having a nice holiday...
T^T
Earn money is like that ge la...
NASIB.
XD

Little message to Mr. Morning:
Don't let me down a...
Please don't let me back to him.
The dream disaster.
Please....
Take me away from it.
As long as you sound it out.
I follow you.
XP

Okay. It's 3.30am. ya. AM. so my eyes already like 9/10 closed d. I hope i can still go upstairs and brush. XD.
Nights world.
Nights.
Oyasumi.
*send a goodnight messgae to him n mr. morning. XP.*
** don't scold me la.. playful + risky + dont-scare-die is like that ge la.. XP**
TATA!
PEACE OUTO~

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Final exam wo..

Oops! Final d wo..
I'm still here....
Crappin'...
XD
Can't help man, I really don't know study what...
11 years, never study for exam..
Now suddenly want me study..
Shy ge ma..
XD
But I will go all out for my 4.0!!!
They say 1st sem is the easiest sem to get it o...
So..
If I can't...
TERUK lo...
HAIZ>

[ Someone told me, we'll reach 4.0 together. He in his STPM, Me in my foundation year. But I guess, he forgot about it, and by the way, he got a new motivator for his studies also.. So Nikki Sim.. Get lost la~]

While writting my blog, I suddenly thought of something I can study while waiting [Dear Ryan, can you do epic meal time] buffering. XD
so...

TATA!